Home - Krista of www.welcometomarriedlife.com
Thursday, January 13, 2011 at 2:00AM This word has so many different connotations for me right now.
Last night we got home from our trip to Oregon. I hesitate to call it a vacation because we were so crazy it was not relaxing. But it was good to be with family. Being there is another home. Where Brian partially grew up and my home state as well.
While there we went to a wedding and a memorial service. One couple starting a new life and home together. One Grandma going home forever.
I have a home where my parents live. He has another home in Saudi Arabia.
We were on our way home when my dad called to tell me that my Grandma is not doing well. I went to see her this morning, she was sleeping. She's 94 and it's fairly certain she'll be going home soon. ETA: My dad just called to say she passed away at 2:30am. Just about the time I was going to bed. I'm glad I had the chance to see her one more time even if she didn't know I was there.
Where is home and what exactly is it? It's where you live and where your stuff is. But that can feel not like home if your people aren't there. Yet being away with family isn't home because most times at least I find I have way less responsibilities there; which isn't reality. (case in point, doing all the bills tonight)
Maybe this is what it means when we talk about being caught between two worlds. Never have I seen more clearly that this world is not our home. We try as hard as we can to make things comfortable and familiar and we (at least I) hate it when things are up-heaved. But maybe we have become too focused on the present and current when really it's just a passing wind in the span of eternity.
If home is where your heart is then I hope mine is in the right place.












